I dont know but I been told. do we really know anything? so I have had a good old fashioned ass whouping since being back in Arizona, yet still enjoying the sunshine. my problem is of course ME ME ME. weeeeee weeeee weeee. hey mike dupuis one time, we were crusing westwood near beverly hills, he saw a pretty gem and said OOO la weeeeee, she barked back at him weeee weeee weee like the three little pigs. my mind faulters as I could hardley remember the name westwood. swanky area, what is it now a hood? yes it is in the 80’s thats why its not on the map anymore. we also used to cruise Van eyes hahah forgot that too wow how to spell Van Nuys huh seemed simple enough o fuck im as old as the hills. One time we got pulled over by the fbi Narco squad, we had an ounce of angel dust in the back seat of Danny Rodriguez’s Camaro I think it was, he made some good money crab fishing with my uncle Bill in Alaska, I wish I did, only came up with a few days drinking money after a 3month tour brown crabbing in the bearing. ha. so I need to start writing more of my story before its too late, but with the help of the internet I can recall names and tings.
today I am working at a real gig. lets get personal. yeah I been getting my ass whopped on. wooped whoped not sure the correct spelling, its funny I cant spell worth a shit, but i sure can tell it dont look to be write :/ ha . so here I am pretty healthy but guess what. I had a battle, and still battling the bugs. there are these face bugs that live on most of us. I want to be one of the ones the 30% that they dont live on. I got infested in Nome. I think i had them before, but they exploded in Nome, my little flat was infested. I am sure of that. I think i had a battalion of them. creepy crawleys, the bugs crawl in the bugs crawl out eeepity beepity is a true story. I was getting these sensations of like a whisper of a touch all over my face and scalp. normal until me mommy dear peg. ha went through a bugging. then I started to pay attention. at first I thought it was just stress, yeah I got my shit shook in NOme and back all over the fucking place. it was an adventure, but yeah ass whoppin. mentally these critters once I relized I was infected. the side of my face had the tell tale markings of an ifestation. I thought they were age spots when my mom pointed them out. and my brother gilbert bless his heart, said hey your going bald. they were attacking my fine thin hair follicels too. i feel like im turing the corner right now. still have a few squads, but not a battalion anymore. the thing is you can poison these critters all you want, but they have a bomb shelter in the hair follicle which can be 1/4 inch deep. and lots fit in one follicle lots. that is where they hatch the egg larvae. so the problem is getting to the bomb shelter. you cant hardley get to it. I have been bombarding thier camps for about 5 days now. my skin has taken some battle scars but is smoothing out. they paticulary like the moisture. so they group around the mouth nose and ears when a kill off happens. the other problem is the lifecycle. so say you had these buggers for quilte a while like me. 5 days worth of different eggs batches by the time you attack the surface the first time. THIS MAY SOUND LIKE WAR, BECAUSE IT IS. this is my body. get the fuck off mother fuckers. sorry people let me change channel. I have come to the conlusion I will never be on the good list thanks to all you fucking lying mudder fuckers. well I guess I was somewhat of a gangster, but really not. I mean when I think of gangster I think of killers, mobsters like lefty ruggerior, sammy the bull the valachi papers, all these real killers, not a working man who was a little street savy maybe not. I was just dirt ass poor. had nothing got nothing dont care a fuck, trying to enjoy life with all the fuckhead shit we have to go through, so I am resigned to be somewhat of an ex gangster, my own brother still calls me champ. trying to nice. ahhah ok for me trying to be nice was a fucking wreck. “please like me im nice” tee hee. no really that will always be to the right people, some people are generally nice. spick and span lives doing good not life of drinking drugs womanizing, whoring around drugging guns and roses. I see them, they deserve to be treated good all the time. its the one that spin this into some kinda holy grail shit. I know i respect everyone regardless of their struggles or riches. I feel good writing from the hip, feels refreshing like some ice cold water after a 5 hour hike. I wish… I wish I had enough money to fix up the house. not much mainly the backyard and pool, that was my plan after Nome, before they tossed my half breed ass in the trash. i was not black enough. funny they had this crew of 6,7 3 were black 2 native and 3 whites. none of them we carpenters, laborers maybe. hahah fuck it.
the bugs make it harder to move on, I need a breaker, something to break the spell. I finally got my retirement checks after having to give all my tax stuff, they worked me ovcer the coals. I wonder how many other people they working over the coals. I was resigned to maybe losing the checks.. but was going to go on an all out hate the union quest. I not sure I want to work this union anymore. more money, but its a fake fake fake. I really want to contract. first I gots to get out of my funky town. anyhoo fuck you pumen your a piece of shit, quit trying to hack into all my shit. fucking dog shit. get a life mother fucker. fuck your own wife.
hahah funny life. so here is an article about this case, similar to my outbreak, mine looks worser:/ demodex
So here it is, the cure tea tree oil. full strength is supposed to kill them off, but only on the surface, not in the pores. they come out at night to party and make more mites, only to crawl back into the bomb shelter. I am sacrafising my skin to kill these fuckers off. they really do a mind fuck on myself. to the tea tree oil is good, the doctor gave me some perithermin that kills them and thier eggs, but you can not get it into the pore to kill eggs. the link above tell how they gave a med to stop production or limit it anyway of sebrum or the thing they feed off most, besides dead skin. these are ugly microscopic creatures. so I was reading another article in how they used alcohol at least 70% to get them out of the pores. then attack them with tree oil or other poison.
- : Caraway oil, dill weed oil, camphor oil, sage oil, peppermint oil, and clove oil have shown promise.
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- Ivermectin: An antiparasitic medication.
- Doxycycline/Azithromycin: Oral antibiotics used for associated inflammation (MGD).
- TP-03 (Lotilaner 0.25%): A newer topical solution that paralyzes and kills mites.
- Specialized Lid Products: Cliradex (contains Terpinen-4-ol, the active part of TTO), OCuSOFT Lid Scrub Plus, and TTO-infused wipes.
- Ointments: Mercuric oxide ointment or 10% TTO ointment applied nightly can help inhibit reproduction.
