so im thinking the mo fuckers tink of me as a creatin, so there will be no suprise when I knock someon block off for making insinuations. and if I am crazy, guess what, nothing is off the table.fuck you mother fucks. hahhahahahhaha weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee no sometimes I just have a thought that needs to be written down. maybe if I was alot uglier and dumber, I could get some respect ahahha funny to self. then  maybe get a nice big fat job helping people and doing what I love, making sweet love you you :)

so I am bombarding my face with all the shit they say, oooo dont do this, dont do that. my skin is silky smooth and my hair feels like fine silk. wtf. you know we are not born with these creatures. I see some people with the cleanest skin,  I am pretty sure they part of the 30% that do not have face mites. I had heard about this, but unless you are attacked, out of mind out of mind. like if you think someone is cheating, you can obsess and obsess, even with little clues, but no proof, you beating a dead horse, but with these mites, my face had a grand canyon base, I thought if was age and maybe cancer, I did not give a fuck, anymore, im going to keep my head down and forage ahead and maybe the good lord with have mercy on my soul.  :)  I been askimg for his guidance in these dark times. though I travel through the shadow death, “i fear no Evil”   I am sinner and fall short or the glory of the lord. maybe I should do the lords prayer more.  hey hey. I was thinking if I could afford to move to denmark or iceland and live out my days that would be great, dont they have programs for decendants of KINGS. great grandfather Emigrated from Denmark, after he was in the hot seat for killing a prize duck. you know the story is still hidden to me. I did find the Denmark thing recently, of wonder if my Aritist cousin would elaborate on the Gold caper, murder, or how GG Carvel, fathered 2 children and then joined the CG and moved to California, My guess is that his bethroted opted for the much richer prosporous OScar Munson Monson.  hmm suspicious. o lord wont you buy me a mercedez benz, well I have a bmw now, and so I dont think I want a benz anymore, I will just have to work on it. I did hear about this Nissan that was bullet proof, whats his name Joe the Rogan, he got one loves it. I wants one too. boo hoo. I hope nobody gets any notions that they know me. ok, you got me, not hiding anything. lately I have been thinking about asians. I never slept with one… I had some “freinds in school baseball, great people. they seem to like eskimos. I think because My dna originated out of Asia? didnt we all come from africa? you know i lovbe dna, but I am confused… why dont they have the turning points how some people became white brown red yellow. hmmmm. I wish we could all live everyone, but we know that is not going to happen. hmmm Asians I love the black hair, its like silk. Im Bi  Biracial a rascal.  i wonder if I can make myself look more white, hide from the sun would help. I dont have any culture.. just californa surfer poor dude…. that is my culture poor dirty white boy, who is and eskimo pie.