On the brink of salvation, escape is imminent
Well how the hell are you world, I have been under fire. soma bitches. well, I know its my own doing, I have to me, can I dumb myself up? yes of course, I do it all the time, [...]
Luigi Cornaro returns, the path to the good life
My journey has begun on the history of others, my enlightenment has been a journey of learning and awareness. Luigi was a man God 400 years ago, he wrote the discourses on how to live to be 100. I [...]
left and right wing belong to the same bird, walk away birdie
That mem, or whatever it is called, tells it all, we are caught up by the wings,why can we not, just walk away? I shall tell you grasshopper, because we have our heads so far up our own asses, [...]
Day 4 fasting, life gets real, an altered state of mind
IF IT DONT MIND, IT DONT MATTER, uhhh.... something like that so, I am in day 4, feeling the ketosis kick in, like a high, mild brain change, anyway, instead of going in to the benefits, I will just [...]
life has gone to the dogs, rollerblading with the beasts
https://www.youtube.com/embed?listType=playlist&list=PLfxgIbeh5Com_1wJ93b6_JCP2JHW2IcQA&layout=gallery
I’m a Cowboy, on a steel horse I ride, wanted wanted, dead or alive
Greetings Earthlings Good Bad, ugly and pretty. young old, sick and healthy from dust I have risen, and to dust I shall fall Ok, enough nonsensical chat, let's get down to the here and now. People are a product [...]
Self aware to beware,
li Living just for dying, dying just for you. Well look at me, all porked up. gained 17 pounds, see what stress does to humans, eat more and your insulin becomes resistant, you pack on the pounds. [...]
Site Plan Engineer Scale and viewports
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ld0YYS3_GQQ
Straight talk
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fV6-i1QXznQ
Drafting 101
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vKSsE5Sj8oY
feed me this, not that
I know why I feel like crap today, I ate some hydrogenated crackers. I used to love wheat thins, I ate a big handful before going to sleep, not my usual walnuts,pistachios or almonds. I have been feeling a [...]
Jumping Jack flash is a gas gas gas
Well well, grasshopper, the last day of 2022, what a year it has been, let see, I went to the Arctic Circle and worked in a Zinc mine, I built a garage, my cousin Ray passed away.... not much [...]
Dr bombay dr bombay, come in dr bombay
Wow, tired, beaten, good to be home. So I have a few words before I hit the sack. this is my online journal, it is not anything but my dumb thinking, it is not thought out, it is from [...]
AutoCad videos, first run, annoying clicks, bad sound, needs a major tune up
Ok, so I am plan on making a video series on AutoCad Lt, and how to submit drawing to your local city, county or state. this is a first run, very rough draft, I will need to change some [...]
Sleep is good, from bitter to grateful in 8hrs
We had a good christmas yesterday, despite getting my head knocked on the ground. I scored some nice flannels and a gift certificate for some new running shoes, trail running that is, texas tea. I have to be aware, [...]
Merry Christmas
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2ddTZhQVOTw
One bad apple, find the worm
So my limited brain function has to look at the big picture, now this is not as simple as one might think, Shit flows downhill, like an outhouse it piles up, until it is bursting at the seams (btw, [...]
Deal Me dealing with a Narcissistic controlling Supervisor
Don't you can not win, you will never WIN, there is no wining, only surviving, it is a losing proposition, be aware, you will only lose. you will never be effective at anything under this type of supervision, that [...]
being grateful for a mundane boring existence
finding the right spot in my mind. how o lord? they key for me is to be grateful, just to be alive, to breath fresh air, to smell the roses, watch the birds, nothing brings me more pleasure than [...]
The Stoic returns, return of the KIng
what does not kill will make us stronger, or destroy our will to be human. Why are we having recurring feelings of betrayal? why do we fell powerless over our existence? why? I dont know, maybe it is just [...]
line drawn in the sand. rise young skywalker
ball busting aside, freud had thought a domineering mother was to blame, some people claim a women is to blame, but I know its my own damn fault. We have choices in the way we react to aggressive behavior [...]
My dear cousin, Rest in Peace Ray
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eHy5f8CuONU Sad when someone passes this earthly phase of existence, even sadder when you have a connection. My second cousin Raylene, daughter of Bill and Stella (my favorite Auntie) passed away recently. she lived a good life, left [...]
what a Beauty a richard disclaimer, I know my hypocracy knows no bounds
Ok, so I have to clarify my stinking thinking, after further revew, actually just a hunch, or thoughtfulness? empathy, no not that deep So I was flapping my lips about how women wearing makeup and all the flash and [...]
EYE am Rudolph the red nosed human, better check that Ego boy!
yes, it is true rudolph the red nosed reindeer, I feel a Chorus cover coming on. Well the public works festive, this is the world in which I want to thrive, somehow I have to see past the petty [...]
Grasshopper time, not Power ranger time, be like the wind
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K-A4OMfcUA8
Employee Richard, having second thoughts, freedom is not employment
Slaves. unless your at the top, your a slave bot. sell your soul to be employed. i'm dying inside one day at a time. the problem, turning blinders on helps, but I would need to be so blind, that [...]
Imagine THIS
Imagine your are as far away from Earth as your mind can comprehend, really think about this, maybe some black hole, maybe to the heavens, then compare THIS look back at earth from your menal projection, and compare the [...]
that’s the way I like it
U huh that the way I like it, cant think of who sings that I like everyone, just not the backbiting slandering negativity, I know there are those, who will not like my honesty, I will not be molded [...]
sold my soul for rock and roll, slowly dying inside and out
I have this rotten feeling in the pit of my gut, it won't wash away, no matter how much i soak it, feel it, absorb it away. Like a headache that wont go away, only a slow burning flame [...]
undeniable enviable storied lot, Incoherent babble
I survived the first 30 days in the hole, i know it is a lie. A lie that I can survive the long term in this capsule. I know it would be marking my spot in the dirt, unless [...]
selling integrity for a paycheck, captive audience
Wow that did not take long :/ So the world is a little more tolerant, but ignorance is alive and well in our department. I dont know how people tolerate this culture. you would think with all the acceptance [...]
my poor little brain, when the sewer meets the Ocean, what happens, eventually the ocean becomes the sewer
Wow that did not take long :/ So the world is a little more tolerant, but ignorance is alive and well in our department. I dont know how people tolerate this culture. you would think with all the acceptance [...]
Blue Oyster Cults! Santa Biden is coming to town
Well I am convinced the Parties are cults after hearing from Democrats and Republicans. I cant imagine how people are so far out of touch with reality. they forgo families and friends. whatever the party spouts off, is their [...]
Fools gold, Trusting humans
Happy Tuesday mofos :) My Mo is here today, false alarm yesterday, I think she brought sister too. Job going slow, this 9 to 5 shit is for the birds ;) yet I'm intrigued: fascinated: amused all in one [...]
Hunky dorky O, that’s me hahahahaha fool of self, full of……………
[armelse] My mommy is coming to town, she is 80 years old, be she is glad to get out of the ice world of Anchorage, brrrrr cold. It will be great to see her. too bad I am [...]
Job grinding, onward FBI neighbor mental defense has wool over me eyes
Well, I have a job, I got a paycheck, I am still alive and kicking in the desert. I have an answer to the question of my internal Thinker gone haywire, ITS THE BULGARIAN, I have suspected it all [...]
Under a microscope, like a bug
Every move you make, I'll be watching you, every step you take, I'll be watching you, hahaha Goat head, , eyes upon you, who would want to? :) I know it's silly, I wonder what Elijah is up to? [...]
And I saw her face, now I’m a believer
Growth can be a bitch, belly growth, wart growth, ego growth, and personal growth all have one thing in common, they can be a BREOOOTTTCH what the FUck am I doing? I have no fucking in dea, I just [...]
Saturday saturday, I worked a full weak hahaha funny to self
My first week went pretty well, a little rocky, and nothing will ever be perfect. there will always be maligners, and hurdles to get through. It is very interesting. I know that I am an outsider, but that has [...]
time will tell, hopeful….
great community, I have to admit, jealous, wish we had something even comparable in Alaska, the river people have come a long way, proud to be small cog in their system, hopeful to get to experience and know more [...]
Red flag at night sailor delight
Red flags red sky, words are powerful tools in our lives, 2 days on my new project, as an employee of the Salt river Pima Community. I can not say enough about the acceptance of the tribal members, and [...]