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January 2022

My brothers keeper

2022-01-26T07:14:02-07:00Categories: my bullshit|

Complicated, very complicated. I feel like my brother deserves a better life, that he is getting right now.  he lives in a Care facility in North Phoenix, close to a nightmare job I just completed. it was a nightmare, not the work, the situation, the people. ( an unlicensed contract: pretending to be the homeowner, a homeowner pretending not to be a flipper) but it does not compare to my brothers nightmare, not only will he never walk, but he lives in a nice house, that is true, but when you walk in it is DARK real dark, the Air is thick, I dont think they will ever get that smell out, if ever there was a breeding ground for respiratory infections, he has his own room, [...]

spiriling down down down ………………………………………………………BANG

2022-01-26T06:49:46-07:00Categories: my bullshit|

Yes, we have hit rock bottom, yet another Covid 19 Variant, but they dont want to name it, because it has gone beyond ridiculous!! The President has no pants on. I hate to say it, but we are being led by an elderly Man, who may have dementia, or Alzheimer, THEY KNOW, it is no secret, he walks like he does not have control over his limbs, I saw the same thing in my Dad, I thought his legs were going out, but the brain loses its muscle memory on walking. I think he means well, but the problem is, now he is talking about sending troops to Ukraine, the Russian government has never shown any hesitation in sending troops into die. How about the United States [...]

A dogs life

2022-01-24T08:02:33-07:00Categories: my bullshit|

I was looking at our dogs and thinking, if I live as expected, I am going to have to watch and see all of these dogs die, even the puppy. we knew this going in, we had just been through 3 other dogs, buggers:Mikey Oafy: Oliver and beanie: Pepper, we have a thing with nicknames. why would we subject ourselves to this again and again? I think the answer is clear, you can never feel so loved (except by a parent) as a properly loved and cared for pet. Sure, they are beggars, barkers and sometimes tough to train, but they will love you almost unconditionally, it is hard to get that from humans. at this moment I have to go to work, and the kitty is [...]

Cousins are our History

2022-01-24T07:47:06-07:00Categories: my bullshit|

Well, I have been at it again, researching and working on my family tree in ancestry, lots of work, and fun at the same time. I have all these new cousins, I just want to share them with my brothers and other cousins, a dilemma for sure. Respecting their boundaries, yet sharing our connections, a trick proposition. My enthusiasm is alway muted by my scepticism. I feel like a pest, but how else do I get answers?  such a large family on the Ingrams, I still want to change my name, not sure if It will ever happen, I have been Simeonoff so long, but it is not the truth, Married people change their names without abandon, why not me. I would love for someone to ask [...]

finding peace in a chaotic world

2022-01-14T09:14:06-07:00Categories: my bullshit|

Peace baby peace. just saying peace baby peace has  nice effect on my own self, or the other day I was saying "Thank you Jesus"  just for no reason but had heard in the the stones song, "then I ran 7 red lights" Today, I feel like dancing or making a video, or something fun.  I know I have to embrace the feeling, thank you Jesus :)  you know what? chickens butt, fried in grease, want a piece? hahahahhah funny to self So, I have 25 grand in credit card debt, the hospital and Ambulance is sending me bills for 5200 bones, jobs seem like the Obama years, they all a trap, you know, I do good when the working man does good, the rank and file [...]

what the hell tarnation is going on?

2022-01-09T16:48:50-07:00Categories: my bullshit|

Ok, so my empathy has gotten away from me. the real story is that even as far back as medieval England, the poor have been expendable humans for the 1% of the rich landowners, this I learned from another great course from Wonderium, and in reality, it is not fair to vilify any people who just happen to be born on a better side of the tracks. We have all watched or heard of the rich heir to some fortune, or someone with oodles of cash, that lives like a pauper. And, there are the people who regardless of their life standing, rise up and shed the chains of poverty. I do not find offense at any poor people, white, yellow, red, green or blue, hey blue [...]

Braveheart, O the tyranny!!

2022-01-09T10:19:35-07:00Categories: my bullshit|

Well, last night me watched Braveheart, one of my all time favorite movies, loosely based on the Scottish conflict with England. Such a fun to watch movie, it got me to thinking, about how inspiring it is to see someone fight for what they believe in a way of life, also reminds me of Geronimo, how different it seems to fight for your way of life,than what our military does, fighting in foreign countries for our Political machine, whichever may be in charge at the moment. It is a wonder. fighting for duty, county, blindly? I can not imagine, but a just war to save the world, like the World Wars, so much different. To think that at that time, we were allies with our current adversaries, [...]

Government backed Corporate hospitals

2022-01-08T12:00:39-07:00Categories: my bullshit|

The greed and lock of oversight on Major Corporate hospitals and even the "non-Profits" is obscene, as obscene as any of the worst porn. That is just the tip of the iceberg, now people want free healthcare, you have got to be kidding me, who is going to pay for all this wasted money? you are, the working stiffs of America, the rich bastards, will be sailing across the world in their yachts and private integrative specialized doctors. America will never be strong going into debt to pay Corporate hospitals to make money off of people sickness, never, nada, not going to happen. How about free integrative health, and healthy food?  how about ramping up blood testing, most insurance will not cover complete blood testing, most doctors [...]

when I die, I hope I go to the spirit in the sky

2022-01-03T09:57:06-07:00Categories: my bullshit|

Maybe it seems that eye am preoccupied with death, but o, contrair, I think mostly about Living, dying signifies the END you know what? life is a bitch,then you die.. I know pathetic thinking, but really, unless your born with a golden fork or spoon, you have to get on that fucking horse and ride. did you get the tools needed to complete in this world? People expect you to pull up your big boy pants and get on with life, I see for a lot of people just find the nearest bunker and make is  life. I refuse to give up, I will fight to the death of me, well, hopefully, that will be the life of me. I'm the one that jaded you, I think [...]

day two of 2020, so far, so good

2022-01-02T09:59:06-07:00Categories: my bullshit|

well, we survived to day 2, the biggest issue on New years was the complaints about fireworks. I usually do not post on these neighborhood deals, but it was new years. The post referred to all the fireworks going off and how it was affecting the vets, pets and children, I responded with HAPPY NEW YEAR, to an already saturated post of one side or the other, from on end of the spectrum to the other, one side going as far as to vote to make it a crime to set off fireworks, the other side, calling the other a bunch of "Karens", some were offended by my "happy New year", but in reality I dont like the noise either, but as many others mentioned, it is [...]

December 2021

TGIF friday, just another day

2021-12-31T11:13:49-07:00Categories: my bullshit|

Nothing going on, cold and rainy here in Arizona, well cold and rainy, comparative speaking of course, it goes without saying, yet, I said it :) nothing new on the conspiracy front, I really do believe it should be a felony for a public servant, to publically lie. but what does that mean, nothing, I am nobody, well, nobody to them, but somebody to me own self. a small grain or spec of rice in our world, an even smaller spec in the Universe. what I think means nothing, just observation and guessing, thinking, and wasting time, but I like to think about what is real and not real. all i know is that today, I am alive. well that and I do not like the rainy [...]

Covid, scam or plague?

2021-12-28T09:12:13-07:00Categories: my bullshit|

Ok, so what is going on? now we have Omicron, what next? I thought from the beginning that this was all a move towards some objective, and that seems to be the case. Just ask yourself, who is benefitting? is it the taxpayer? the government? or rich hospitals, Corporations or supposed non-profit companies? yes they are raking in billions of Government money, and that is not only the money they are getting, or billing for, I got this bill after insurance paid 5k, it was a scam to fill a room. I was admitted with Covid symptoms, all Covid related. how much money are they getting? the press in this county  is a fucking joke I took the vaccine and got a booster, as I am one [...]

the last of the Mohicans, or the last of my Indigenous line?

2021-12-28T08:04:59-07:00Categories: my bullshit|

This will lead me to the dark side, the side where my mind sees the bad as it is, the truth as I see it at times, my turning a blind eye to it does not blunt the force of racism. To see humans all humans as people, is easy, to believe one genetic homo sapien is as special as all homo sapiens, is a given, but are we all created equal? not really, I mean we are all different, evolving, and changing. they say we came out of Africa,thousands of years ago, how different are we from that human? not much, but different, at least to some degree, we have evolved to survive. We means all of us humans. we are all part of the plan, [...]

I regret that i have but one life to lead

2021-12-28T07:15:46-07:00Categories: my bullshit|

yes, I, we only have one shot at life.  what is the purpose of our lives? do we have purpose?  I suppose it is to further the species, our species? or all species. The are launching a new Telescope today, which will be able to peer into the great beyond, the the big bang theory. I guess that is a step in the right direction as our Sun will burn out eventually, at least that is what we theorize. what do I have to do with all that? nothing comes to mind, but perhaps it is to not rock the boat?  or maybe it is to rock the boat, lets say, our current pollution and burn up the planet trajectory ends the earth long before the Sun [...]

I will be sixty this year :o that mean me MOM will be 80 WOWZERS!!

2021-12-23T09:43:25-07:00Categories: my bullshit|

I always know the age of my mom, as she is 20 years older than me, when  had me when she was 20 years old and my older brother tally, when she was sweet sixteen. she is doing quite well in Maui right now, I have decided to try and visit and see her as much as I can in the coming years, I wish I could get her to see the benefit of healthy eating and lack of drink, even a  little wine can be too much. But that can be a detriment to our relationship, even if it is with good intentions, never too late, until it is. So me and sweet Mary were able to go see her recently in Maui, I know you [...]

you tell me corrupt or ignorant….

2021-12-23T08:11:27-07:00Categories: my bullshit|

Ok, so I am an Alaskan Native, yes it is true. So, here is the scenario, our small village of 30 original shareholders, about he size of Eklutna Native corporation near Anchorage, at least at the start of the Claims Act in 1972, when I was 10 years old. I have many issues with this, as you will see, anyhoo, The amount of land that Eklutna has gotten was 100 times for than our small corporation, because a local tool Omar Stratman was used to make sure the local Natives did not get a fair quota of land, but that is not my topic, but I can't help myself, I just hate being cheated, and we were cheated, even for years afterward, the local jurisdiction made us [...]

New Addition to the family, Loki the wonder pup

2021-12-23T07:36:24-07:00Categories: my bullshit|

We have another dog!!  yes it is true. a shepard Husky mix. his name is LOKI, jt named him, Rhaegar is a little annoyed, but he did protect the little fur monkey, when sophia got to close. I am finally getting around to adding the conduit and connecting the wires on my sub panel for our jacuzzi jets, a pain in the ass for sure, using 4 # 6 wires in the conduit and some 6-2 insulated wire in the attic. Home depot and lowes have only half the parts needed, so I am going back and forth, I thought I could use an existing junction box attached to our main panel, but it had a 1/2" hole, witch is under the  minimum code  for those wires, [...]

Racism is alive and well in the World, or is it?

2021-12-06T06:58:50-07:00Categories: my bullshit|

So I posted on a page, I have responded to page post before, minimally, but this was my first post on a page How much Scottish does one have to have in dna to be considered scottish? 10% 95% 1% In YOUR OPINION? here is the group https://www.facebook.com/groups/1825521394281067/ The name of the group: Ancestry & Heritage Scotland here is some of it copy and pasted  

December third what to say, nada nada nada

2021-12-03T08:06:12-07:00Categories: my bullshit|

I feel kind of melancholy today, and yet I a not sure if eye know what that word means;) big day ahead crushing a brick wall, I keep wanting to make Construction videos, but when I think about it, it will just slow me down, my mission get the job done, get paid. simple, but eventually I would like to share my experience of contracting, tips and all that jazz, and safety but since I am going to be sledgehammering a block wall today, that will have to wait.  You know I feel a little guilty about slamming the dems and republicans, because we all just want to belong, and be proud of our beliefs, and really I do not believe much anymore. I do believe our [...]

Freedom: just nothing left to lose? are we free

2021-12-02T06:43:54-07:00Categories: my bullshit|

Freedom is a big word, and for most of civilization it can mean, not a slave. not in shackles. On my daily jaunt the other day, I was watching a bird fly across the sky, thinking to myself, now that is freedom, true freedom. We are born into whatever life we have, born with mindsets of previous parenting, non parenting or as a reaction to whatever we have, we are pre-programed. the only true freedom is within our own minds, it is all we can control, or at least have the ability to control. it was funny too, because on the home stretch, I was going past a stranger, within a few feet, and he asks is your dog trained?  all I could think of, we are [...]

November 2021

on further review…eye feel the need for a disclaimer

2021-11-28T11:42:06-07:00Categories: my bullshit|

I learned another lesson, on my latest project, I should have bid that out, and charged the 10 grand a legitimate plumbing contractor would have, even more if it included everything, sometimes trying to do a good thing, can backfire, not that it was the customers fault, anyway live and learn, or just live and let live, this is after all my personal journal, which is public, kind of :/  yes that and slamming the children, that was also uncalled for, even in venting, as someone may read that, and think I am against families living together past 18 years, NO way JOSE, that is not my message, my message was, I have reactions and feelings, I am human, did I mention this is an online journal?  [...]

Love the desert weather in the winter :)

2021-11-28T09:29:24-07:00Categories: my bullshit|

Anchorage is hovering around 3 degrees, brr ice in Kodiak, we have 80's and sunny today, that is the benefit of living in the desert. I love going North during the winter, just to see the cold weather, it reminds me, not to live there during the winter, sometimes we get amnesia, at least eye do.  Hey, your want to know what a  real desert is? try going out to the bering sea for a few months, that is a desert, you can not see land, unless you get blown into shore by 100 mile an hour winds, you dont see people, except for  every 2 weeks, when you get to deliver to a floating processer, but sill no can see land. I did this 3 months [...]

Twizzle Twazzle time for this one to come home

2021-11-27T13:56:43-07:00Categories: my bullshit|

looks like I dodged another bullet, or in my case nightmare project. I am still broken hearted, it was going to be a nice project, until I saw the future, but just like the turtle in Mr. Wizard, I did not see it soon enough, lost my ass again, or at least did way too much work for the money.  I was conflicted in not doing the project, but today, I saw the quote I needed to see, if you need to think hard about something, the answer is NO. I hate to think this is all because of Biden and the Covid 19  issue, but think it is more the rich bitches that are doing all this, owned by the press, and we are just sheep, [...]

distractions, hawk attacks blackbird

2021-11-23T15:52:14-07:00Categories: my bullshit|

distractions, can be pesky to say the least, and cause problems, I was the distraction today. I was taking the dogs on thier rollerblade run to the local park, and came across a hawk attacking a blackbird, he swooped down and grabbed him with his talons, in a flash, took him to the ground and was about to kill him, I yelled, "HEY, LEAVE THAT BIRD ALONE" and with that, the blackbird flew away, the hawk, or perhaps an eagle, he was a huge bird, anyway, I said as he landed on the nearest light pole, looking down on me with bewilderment, I mused to him, not on my watch, I dont want to watch you kill a bird,  you will get another one. He will, I [...]

Disclaimer

2021-11-19T08:57:58-07:00Categories: my bullshit|

oh, have to go, but I was thinking about what I sed about no pills and treating mental anguish of all kinds, it would be hypocritical of me not to clarify, I have used drugs in one way or another my whole life, legal, prescribed and might not even be here today without using them, I was more talking about ME, and where I am today, which has been a long road, from booze, clonazepam, prosaic, and marijuana, a long road and  some overeating, oCd  and many other coping, so in clarification, whether your poison distracter be porn, heroin or twinkies, I not judging, we all have our paths, I am just glad where my path is now. my bestest distracter has been running and hiking and [...]

Vickie Valerie and my Dad

2021-11-19T06:43:57-07:00Categories: my bullshit|

Well we all have dreams, sometimes we remember them. I always like to see where they come from, or perhaps what is going on in my minds background thinking, Sleep is our reset program, I love a good dream and a good dream. Well last night I had a good one, let me set it up first. Vicke and Valerie are Twins, they had a house down the street  and around the first left, that was a busy block, we used to go over there and play "street ball" with the Mendez, Savoy Castellano, and any neighborhood kids that wanted to play, it was a cul-de-sac, but anyway, Vickie and Valerie also had a brother, who died during the Aids pandemic, Vicky and Valerie, were on the [...]

ooops looks like I made a boo boo

2021-11-16T06:38:13-07:00Categories: my bullshit|

Well, it is looking like my original assessment of my relation to the Vinberg and Kashevaroff was wrong, we were related through Marriage, I had the wrong connection, we were not related to Katherine, at least that is the way I see it, she was a Fox, I am related genetically to her husband Andrew, I must map this out before I forget. I did find some genetic matches to fox, but it was by marriage, had me confused, she was actually a Merculief, which is another family connection, I always feel a little reluctant to discount marriage relationships, when in fact, they are, or were a much bigger part of the family than the genetic connections, but this is genetics, for good or bad, I seek [...]

We all live in a Yellow submarine WE ALL LIVE IN A YELLOW SUBMARINE

2021-11-14T10:43:38-07:00Categories: my bullshit|

On my daily roller blade trip this morning behind the mighty Prince Rhaegar I had an epiphany, well maybe just a thought of sorts. I was thinking, how I like to reminisce about my life and all the people I have known, this, coupled with last nights Imagine bed time middle of night wakeup tour, which involved trying to envision, Richard, ME as I want my life to be, or what the future life and time of one Richard Simeonoff Jr may be.... well not much different, hopefully with less midlife breakdowns, or meltdown, not serious, but just ugly and no fun. I am not sure if getting sick, or thinking sick got me sick, hahah confused yet, that is a journal, written, never to be read [...]

Cancer returns again, at least in me head

2021-11-12T07:03:49-07:00Categories: my bullshit|

Yeah, every time I get sick, this time was not different, the first thing I think is the Cancer is back!!  it was kind of a nightmare again,  you know stuck between trying to save money, although I have good insurance, through sweet Mary's work at the Government, the deductible adds up fast.  they waste no time billing, so I try to go to the Indian hospitals and clinics, they still charge the insurance, but no deductible, the problem is, they only give you third world care, well maybe 2nd world care, at least here in Arizona, if you an Alaskan Native. The problem, the doctor talked me into going to see a heart specialist in another hospital, I had said no, but she insisted,  I feel [...]

food is medicine theme seems to be working

2021-11-08T11:21:49-07:00Categories: my bullshit|

still hanging ton to some fat, I guess it likes me, my belly button measurement is about 38, seems like a lot, but that pouch will not recede! perhaps I am destined to live a a kangaroo pouch, but I will never give up fighting the fat that invades my body.  like a pestilence, anyway I feel good, I read something in the paper about how it is easy to love nice people,  good people and that was so true, but what about the hard to love, the curmudgeons of the world, the bitter ugly humans, not in physicals, but ugly in life. this is my struggle, to love all of life creatures, the ugly inside, not just the good mankind has to offer, of course, this [...]

fine mess you got us in to OLLIE

2021-11-08T11:07:42-07:00Categories: my bullshit|

Laurel and hardy fun slapstick comedy of the past.  This duo reminds me of what is going on in my noggin half the time, like the little devil on your shoulder, ying, or yang, trying to find out who is really controlling Richard? not so much controlling my physically, but my thinking. sure we can say we have control over our own thinking, but do we? really? I sure dont fucking think so. I  mean, if we were living on an island, without out anther human, we would still be "controlled" by our environment, rainy days, sunny days, bugs, no bugs... we are reactionary creatures, that is all there is too it. Being able to get a grasp of this helps find peace. The biggest problem is [...]

Close Call? not sure, but a definite scary situation

2021-11-02T09:53:24-07:00Categories: my bullshit|

Well I am back to my normal pesky problems, except for a kind of mental hangover, most of the effects have gone from my Covid experience, I am happy I finally got that over with, now at least I know it wont kill me, but did feel pretty bad, and except for the chest pressure was just like any other flu, ok not really, I lost my smell and taste too, and for awhile when breathing through my nose it burned like a gas fire. I did my 25 push ups and squats with my weights this morning, just a weee bit of lost strength, but not too shabby. my knoggin feels empty, like I had a lobotomy, the Francis farmer kind, but at least it is [...]

October 2021

I got it, Eye got it, I caught covid19

2021-10-30T11:53:36-07:00Categories: my bullshit|

Well that was a nightmare,  I really have no idea how I contracted Covid16, I am a classic social distancer, I do not like close talkers (Seinfeld) never have, but during the infection time, I really was not close enough, yet I got COVID19, It makes me reassess my whole game plan, The dark side in my say, I was purposely infected somehow, yet that theory does not hold water, as there is no who/where/why answers to be had, my best explanation is giving my red blood cells, when we went to donate at the catholic Church in Mesa, they asked my to do a super RED donation, they like the 0+ juice, anyway, even thought they can be considered infallible, They are only HUMANS 2. If [...]

RocK Bottom, swim up swim up, Covid 19 rears its ugly head

2021-10-28T07:06:27-07:00Categories: my bullshit|

Well well, what have I done,  yes it is all me, despite my knowing better, I let the dark side take over, and it got me exactly what it has always promised, death and disease. this morning I await the results of a Covid test, I have been bed ridden for 4 days now, I have not idea how I could have gotten it. I have not gotten close to anyone, well except the love of my life, Sweet Mary. my spiral into the darkness was ugly, as seen by my posts. I have a very vivid imagination and know that we all have the same curse in some respects, you get, what you give, if you give ugly, ugly you shall receive. Sometimes My insecurities get [...]

Happy Saturday. today’s theme, impatience creates patients

2021-10-23T10:08:57-07:00Categories: my bullshit|

I am convince of this, it ties into wants, Our wants, I mean, what we want, define us. My problem, I really never define, what eye want, o sure on a broad term, I want to be happy, I want to experience life, adventures, meeting nice people and avoiding people who are not good for me.  That my friend is a tall order. The whole key for me, living in the moment, that is the biggest key,  now we really can not do this all the time, well...... yes it can be done, but no easy pik nik basket. the key?  patience, Want things, creates stress, but not wanting anything? what does that create? boredom perhaps Analyzing what we want and what it entails, I dont know, [...]

I am a Grandpa, that is so cool, I must share me feelings… I have feelings too

2021-10-19T12:29:47-07:00Categories: my bullshit|

Yes it is true, I am a grandfather, and it is AWESOME!! I have been in kind of a shock still and it is going on 2 years, It has changed my life, for the better, yet I know my newfound daughter and her children, my grandkid :) WOW, I love saying that I wish I could hear them say "Hey" grandpa" I remember when Richard was born, I used to almost get goosebumps when he would call me dad, I used to hugh the kids at every stop sign. yes, this is what I live for, yet they all growed up :( but I am happy just being grandpa, Dad and of course husband to Sweet Mary, I feel like I am letting her down lately, [...]

gots to keep on cracking

2021-10-19T12:07:04-07:00Categories: my bullshit|

drafting away in Margaritaville.... not really, but drowning in files, but there is light at the end of the tunnel. I think sometimes the difficulties are my own doing, I know they are. I really need to get to the bottom of things:) I will have to do my homework and get their plans in writing, drafter and designing are two totally different things, how do I deliver still, it is hard, when you have no Idea what they are going to change next. lucky for me, I have a regular project and and engineer, he just is very vague, which is very troublesome, since, it is hard to finish, but I must deliver, I have been wating a week on a response, but he seems in [...]

My path leads NORTH TO ALASKA

2021-10-17T09:50:59-07:00Categories: my bullshit|

I have been a curmengon of sorts lately, just seeing the pitfalls the blemishes in life, I must embrace the truth, that life is everchanging, that the planet is everchanging, that resistance to change is not only detrimental but toxic. I have to clarify about my baseball team, overall these are great people, people you would have not problem having at your home, well.... most of them, but they are law abiding hard working good people, just not MY idea of a good teammate, which is only MY small brain wanting to win, just like them, My thinking is that in order to get a winning attitude you have to lose, this takes me back to my thirsty theory, water only taste good when your thristry, well [...]

I am an Alaskan Native, I am a white Native!!!

2021-10-16T14:23:55-07:00Categories: my bullshit|

So, I was raised as white as Wonder bread, and it is one of the things I am most proud. growing up, I never felt anything but what, I knew what it was to be a white person, as white as anyone else, I knew. Yet, I was a Native, I have told of my best friends dad, story, he thought we were a mexican family, except they could not figure out the blond hair kid (me) I got the Scandinavian Genes :) We grew as American as apple pie, we had the best childhoods you could think of, really, dirt poor, but our Mom loved us, she was young too, raising 5 kids, 4 boys, anyway, we lived the best childhoods you could imagine for a [...]

I wonder if a duck feels the same way, flying so high only to be shot from the sky

2021-10-16T13:40:31-07:00Categories: my bullshit|

My dad used to have a 10 ga shotgun, and he could hit birds, you would never imagine with a 12 ga, nothing like some bird shot to bring you back to earth. Sometimes life is like that, you get that optimistic feeling, like flying through the air without a care in the world, and someone shits right in your face, they let the real feeling spill, out "CUNT" have you heard this? this is the worst you can call someone, well that and the N word, are neck and neck in my book. who love you baby? that was Telly Savalas in Kojak Can someone love and hate you at the same time? sure, I know I used to say it all the time, about my [...]

baseball… a condensed version of life

2021-10-15T13:09:22-07:00Categories: my bullshit|

survived another baseball tournament, not too much anguish, and lots of fun, and some not so much fun. You know people complain about the whole "Participation thing" but it is more than that, it is more about life. I see these knuckleheads, not so much a bad thing to be called a Knucklehead. ( my dad called me Knucklehead) when asked what my name was at school, I said Richard Knucklehead Simeonoff :) anyway, WE are all in this thing to set goals, BE all you can be, and that is well and fine, great motivational tool. But the problem with that is we are more focused on The Baseball WIN, then we are in the moment of Playing baseball. if it is all about the win, [...]

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