Red flag at night sailor delight
Red flags red sky, words are powerful tools in our lives, 2 days on my new project, as an employee of the Salt river Pima Community. I can not say enough about the acceptance of the tribal members, and [...]
I am pissed, well truly disappointed in healthcare in America
Ok, so I have been having these health issues for quite sometime. I have been to the Emergency room 4 times with heart problem, well they did not find anything, but my chest had been feeling very uneasy, with [...]
Help me Dktor im dyin, just a sec let me see what the manual says :/
Symptoms, shmimtoms, who needs them, your TSH levels high, but your T4 is ok, so all your Hypothyroidism is all in your head, or your heart, or your dry flaky skin, or your nails, that are brittle, or perhaps [...]
My 800 diet
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shame shame on me..
you can hardly go through life, without someone pushing their shame on you. whether it be their view of your religion, lack of religion, lifestyle, or your past, I know that is a tool, my family tries to [...]
Another Christmas gone by
All through house not a creature was stirring not even a MOUSE well that was a good Christmas, even without our 2 oldest childrens, they have lives of their Own now, proud, but sadness of sorts. We did [...]
Richard on Relationships more of my b.s.
Relation Ships, Probably the most important aspect of our Lives, no kidding. You know when people say you are what your eat? well, they should say, you are the result of relationships, your whole life is affected by [...]
check it out
got it up and running, still needs lots of work, but finally started it link to new family tree
overthinking is good 4 me
I love to think and overthink, that is who I am, I think therefore I yam hehe The key to overthinking, is to accept things that you can not change, and for me, is Turing that stuff over to [...]
my fathers son
Some people, no matter what you do in life, will always find ways to attack your character. I have been attacked my whole life for being my fathers son. your father did this, your father did that. where do [...]
Sunny Southern
working in sunny California was a breath of fresh air, since living and working in Alaska for so many years, it had been about 7 years since I had lived there, we moved to Washington State when I was [...]
let get this shit show started
Ok, so I have been hinting about the worst year of my life, that I can remember, means nothing, but had to say it anyway. The year was 1986, I had moved to Sunny California, well kinda of moved, [...]
what we have here is a failure to communicate
it has been almost a year since my big discovery, which is another family, complete with grandchildren, it has been a roller coaster ride of emotions for ME. what the future holds, I have no idea, time will tell, [...]
trick or treat
trick or treat is alive and well in the desert, we had a rush, but not as much as usual. mostly older kids, but some youngins already slowing down, time to play some bf4
Happy OCT 25TH 2020
what does the future hold? mirror mirror on the wall, who is the fairest of all? I have some stories to share and an update on me thinking as eye head into the golden years :), they are coming, [...]
Happy Happy birthday “B”
Happy birthday Bianca!! today is my First Grandchild's birthday, life is good. My daughter Shavon was born 6-8-1984, and she had a daughter on this day in 2003 This is all bittersweet for me. Well actually it is all [...]
My Village
I have a village, I hometown, Kodiak Alaska, yes it is my true home, nowhere on earth do I feel more at home, than on this island, well, except when I am with sweet Mary. I was born in [...]
My Native life
ok, I have come to a few conclust\ion about my life, the most important, stay alive, be alive, be in the moment, it may be hard when your mixing bags of concrete, but it is possible, I find that [...]
they call me dad
that my friend is a fact, well at least 3 of them do :/ but I was able to steal away a dad, it was poised, more like a "your dad" but the d a d were emphasized, almost [...]
Native this native that Alaskan Native
what is an alaskan Native? blood? culture? inheritance? what exactly does it entail? is that enough questions? I am at a time in my life, a kind of wtf moment of sorts, All this Native issues, not only, am [...]
The bumpy road of life :)
l have been on a bumpy ride lately, since covid has entered our lives. I attribute this to bad or poor decisions on my part. I know better in most cases, but ignore my previous run ins with certain [...]
relationships and MOre
Lately, I have been cleaning up my act, yes, well kinda, just putting perspective on things, like what relationships are important, which ones cause me angst, Facebook friends down to me closest sweet Mary and my children, which are [...]
Happy Birthday MOM
My moms Birthday today :) she 20 years older than me!! so she should be 78 years young. Happy Birthday Mom, love you my Mom
Anger as a tool or for a fool
I grew up angry, there is no denying it. I passed it onto my children, I remember pleading with my kids to listen and be good, pleading did not work, only elicited a look of indifference. the same tool, [...]
almost regrouped time to find a paying Gig
well getting the house back in order, perhaps a week more of work. the dryer timer went under fritz, it was under warranty, took 2 weeks, Mary was patient, but not, back to the clothesline method, I almost bought [...]
Danger DAd strikes again
babies Raising kids can be a dangerous proposition if your dad is Me. We have had some fun and some not so fun times, and some down right dangerous times. One time I got the idea to have our [...]
you are my wife, goodbye city life
ok, let me spill my guts, probably delete this later... I have newborn.. she is 35 going to be 36 next month, a mature, smart mom, she has 4 kids. our lives crossed paths recently through DNA, I was [...]
how we grow, at least ME
I have come a long way from the wild drinking days, I often wonder what was powering my through those years. I mean, I really had no conception of the stages that we go through, when I was a [...]
blah blah blah
just doing a little procrastination, yes it is true. do you love me. do I love me? which is more important? do you like me? do eye like me? simple questions. do you know the answer? why is it [...]
to infinite and beyond
This was my teen years, probably Sierra Vista Jr high, I actually learned more life stuff at that school than all the other schools combined. shop class, We took apart a briggs stratton and put it back togeher, I [...]
back in the saddle
After a few glitches, up I am moving forward again :) infection gone computer fixed, life always throws curves, this page is being built with a new theme, which has a learning curve, h8ted it at first, but watched [...]