ok so tomorrow is memorial day, for all that served, I know sometimes in my posts, I seem like an ungrateful American, but I am still holding on to old glory, despite the cracks in her hull. How can [...]
so I returned to my 185 with plans to fast during the week or at least have only one meal in a smaller eating window, it is so tough, but anyway, I was at the grocer and saw a [...]
I just want to be happy healthy and have fun healthy relationships. I plan on building a family tree, it is one of my hobbies, I want to go hiking and fun with the wind in my hair, I [...]
Am I just wasting away in my own pity? I walk around feeling grateful for lots of things, I know some of them are ugly, like my own perception, that I look good, even with one eye and being [...]
All my sadness and troubles come back to me, I am rubber and glue, bounces off of me and stick to you? not quite. I have to make a mental shift, It is up to me, to be more [...]
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C3K4TwaHmFw Day One start of fast, water and electrolytes only using Muscle feast unflavored, but will not start them until day 2 or when I start to feel the effects, should have enough stored electrolytes my plan [...]
I love my new name, I wish I had the wherewithal to change it years ago. I wish I knew the truth. Simeonoff, I wore that with pride, but never liked it, I did not know any different, I [...]
Life has become miserable, it's all in my mind, to be hated, to be faded...
So, I wonder how many people are offended that the Kansas city chiefs are using the Chief moniker? Hey this is the first job I have ever been on, where I have not been called chief, lol. well there [...]
My journey has begun on the history of others, my enlightenment has been a journey of learning and awareness. Luigi was a man God 400 years ago, he wrote the discourses on how to live to be 100. I [...]
That mem, or whatever it is called, tells it all, we are caught up by the wings,why can we not, just walk away? I shall tell you grasshopper, because we have our heads so far up our own asses, [...]
IF IT DONT MIND, IT DONT MATTER, uhhh.... something like that so, I am in day 4, feeling the ketosis kick in, like a high, mild brain change, anyway, instead of going in to the benefits, I will just [...]
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Greetings Earthlings Good Bad, ugly and pretty. young old, sick and healthy from dust I have risen, and to dust I shall fall Ok, enough nonsensical chat, let's get down to the here and now. People are a product [...]
li Living just for dying, dying just for you. Well look at me, all porked up. gained 17 pounds, see what stress does to humans, eat more and your insulin becomes resistant, you pack on the pounds. [...]
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I know why I feel like crap today, I ate some hydrogenated crackers. I used to love wheat thins, I ate a big handful before going to sleep, not my usual walnuts,pistachios or almonds. I have been feeling a [...]
Well well, grasshopper, the last day of 2022, what a year it has been, let see, I went to the Arctic Circle and worked in a Zinc mine, I built a garage, my cousin Ray passed away.... not much [...]
Wow, tired, beaten, good to be home. So I have a few words before I hit the sack. this is my online journal, it is not anything but my dumb thinking, it is not thought out, it is from [...]
Ok, so I am plan on making a video series on AutoCad Lt, and how to submit drawing to your local city, county or state. this is a first run, very rough draft, I will need to change some [...]
We had a good christmas yesterday, despite getting my head knocked on the ground. I scored some nice flannels and a gift certificate for some new running shoes, trail running that is, texas tea. I have to be aware, [...]
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2ddTZhQVOTw
So my limited brain function has to look at the big picture, now this is not as simple as one might think, Shit flows downhill, like an outhouse it piles up, until it is bursting at the seams (btw, [...]
Don't you can not win, you will never WIN, there is no wining, only surviving, it is a losing proposition, be aware, you will only lose. you will never be effective at anything under this type of supervision, that [...]
finding the right spot in my mind. how o lord? they key for me is to be grateful, just to be alive, to breath fresh air, to smell the roses, watch the birds, nothing brings me more pleasure than [...]
what does not kill will make us stronger, or destroy our will to be human. Why are we having recurring feelings of betrayal? why do we fell powerless over our existence? why? I dont know, maybe it is just [...]
ball busting aside, freud had thought a domineering mother was to blame, some people claim a women is to blame, but I know its my own damn fault. We have choices in the way we react to aggressive behavior [...]
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eHy5f8CuONU Sad when someone passes this earthly phase of existence, even sadder when you have a connection. My second cousin Raylene, daughter of Bill and Stella (my favorite Auntie) passed away recently. she lived a good life, left [...]
Ok, so I have to clarify my stinking thinking, after further revew, actually just a hunch, or thoughtfulness? empathy, no not that deep So I was flapping my lips about how women wearing makeup and all the flash and [...]
yes, it is true rudolph the red nosed reindeer, I feel a Chorus cover coming on. Well the public works festive, this is the world in which I want to thrive, somehow I have to see past the petty [...]
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K-A4OMfcUA8
Slaves. unless your at the top, your a slave bot. sell your soul to be employed. i'm dying inside one day at a time. the problem, turning blinders on helps, but I would need to be so blind, that [...]
Imagine your are as far away from Earth as your mind can comprehend, really think about this, maybe some black hole, maybe to the heavens, then compare THIS look back at earth from your menal projection, and compare the [...]
U huh that the way I like it, cant think of who sings that I like everyone, just not the backbiting slandering negativity, I know there are those, who will not like my honesty, I will not be molded [...]
I have this rotten feeling in the pit of my gut, it won't wash away, no matter how much i soak it, feel it, absorb it away. Like a headache that wont go away, only a slow burning flame [...]
I survived the first 30 days in the hole, i know it is a lie. A lie that I can survive the long term in this capsule. I know it would be marking my spot in the dirt, unless [...]
Wow that did not take long :/ So the world is a little more tolerant, but ignorance is alive and well in our department. I dont know how people tolerate this culture. you would think with all the acceptance [...]
Wow that did not take long :/ So the world is a little more tolerant, but ignorance is alive and well in our department. I dont know how people tolerate this culture. you would think with all the acceptance [...]
Well I am convinced the Parties are cults after hearing from Democrats and Republicans. I cant imagine how people are so far out of touch with reality. they forgo families and friends. whatever the party spouts off, is their [...]
