Richard

well, a little more stress, is good right? not really,but either is being dumb as a rock, when under, no pain, no gain. I think I need to get a sore on my head checked out, but I think it is just the aftermath of having my neck cut up. had a new eye made, thinking of going back to the eye patch, and Captain Jack lives again, as Jack Rafter, Carpenter. I'm thinking of getting out of my shell and making some safety videos, well, we shall see, Shavon, an inpspiration, really puts herself out there, like to hear her sing some Steve Nicks, or Janis bbbbddddddddthatsAllfolks dont hate me for thinking the way eye dew

Where are the good old days? reminice about times gone past... hey I always get these songs in me head, how about this one? uhhhh forgot it.... losing me mind damn have to write them down, something about pie.... oh well live and learn

I think they can be both, I personally use for both. sometimes we just need an escape from our current thinking or disposition, and sometimes we just need to get a different perspective, or perhaps, we are bored out of our skulls. I know it is damaging to my brain, so the casual use has to be limited. for my medical use it has been a godsend. I can take one drop at night and my neck pain, restless leg syndrome are cured, at least until the next time, just good sleep, sometimes, I wake up stoned, but usually just sleep like a baby, even after a stressful day or and exhausting day. The pills and medicine that had been given to my up until this point, [...]

life is short. it seems long, until you get in your 70's or 80's if your lucky enough to make it that far. My 25 years left if I am lucky, has me thinking about quality of life in the remaining years. that brings me to my present dilemma of sorts. One thing that I do know, that life goes on, meaning, that we all have to make a living and survive, hopefully thrive. Eye just can not see, why there would be any animosity. it is as If I was told yesterday, the feeling are still raw, I have another daughter, yet I am alone, lost in space. denied, perhaps with malice. life is precious, my pain is real. I feel abandoned , I do have [...]

Well we have had this new dog for awhile now, he is a piece of work. he eats almost anything. last night I was having some watermelon and he was begging for some, so I gave him the end piece, which still had some pulp in it, I came out later and he was on the kitchen floor gouging out the pulp with his teeth. he ate everything except the rind. We have found out he does not like lettuce. Pets really do enrich our lives, especially dogs. I named him loki when we first got him, but our son John claimed him as his own, just like Sophie, but I think he changed his mind on sophia, anyway Jt decided to rename him Rhagar, like RAY [...]

Looks like we lost another American Icon, Charlie Daniels, one of my favorite songs, loved the fact little johnny kicked the devils ass!! because he was the best there ever was I love that kind of confidence, too bad like is not a song, but for the record, life without music? forget it. Devil went down to Georgia

Ok, Somehow I need to get off the political bullshit wagon, but not before one last post. We can not watch broadcast TV or the News, without some sort of attack on the other side, or on facebook Black lives matter, All lives matter, All cops matter, no cops matter, and more, but the worst part is that all this seems planned, by both sides, what are they really hiding? Why do we never hear about the issues? what is their Plan? Actually I guess they both have plans the Republican plan, is the rich make money and it flows down to us workers, that sounds good to me, where do we catch it? o we have to work for it? no problem, just want fair money [...]