ready  to get out of dodge. packing up  for an adventure. You know in AA they have a saying about doing a location or relocation, hmmm something about changing locations, ok Ai a geographical, I did this many times to some good sucess. I just have no use for this desert anymore. I can not fathom how i have survied 20 years. they say when you do the same thing over and come up with the same result is the definition  of insanity. Insane. what a quaint word. I feel like I have to forget everyone and anyone I have ever known. I could use some allies, yet I am down the path of the untrusting. go in as a solider. break the code.  I think I want to do some commercial framing get on my feet. i would rather build stuff. but beggars can not be choosers. Native calls

my whole world of nativity.