Well, went up to visit my brother Gilbert at his new digs in Scottsdale. it had been over a year since I had seen him in person.  I was told that I would need a vaccination card, and they already had me sign some paper to move him, which stated, he could  leave anytime he wanted as long as he was back by 11pm or he would be charged a room hold fee, not sure what that was all about.

I show up at the place, nobody answer the door, one of the residents waves me in, I ask for Gilbert, I find him as usual in a dark room slumped over, doing nothing. I had told him I would take him to the bank and then to the pot shop, we went and he got some gummy bears, we get back to the place, and some lady gets on speaker phone and starts reading a riot act “you are not to take gilbert for any reason, you can only visit him under supervision, I have been his power of attorney for a couple of years now, and had had little contact with coviad and working for living, well there was work before the election, now no worky, just scams, anyway, I have had problems with these people from day one, once went to take him to a baseball game and they threatened to call the cops, yeah  maybe they thought I was going to hold him for ransom?  here is a little background on this company, when he first fell off the ladder he was released to this company and his doctors orders were that he not be put upright, well they put him upright, and that is when he went downhill, fast. He was in and out of surgery after that on quite a few occasions, I did not have anything to do with his care at that time. The place that they moved him to, is the same place he was threatened and man handled by one of the attendants, supposedly he had been fired. He likes this place because they let him smoke cigs, and he get to eat as much food as he wants, and that is evident in he is over 230 pounds.  It makes me sick to the stomach to see him like this, and makes me mad that our medical system is so ass backwards, nobody gives a rats ass about him. they think cannabis is harmful, but have no problem with him dying of a heart attack, he is a heart attack waiting to happen. his brain damage, made is left side paralyzed, so he is carrying around dead weight in his arm and leg and they are giant legs and arms, useless appendages, his left eye looks worse than my fake one, my guess they are waiting for him to die, death house. Somehow they have him thinking that he will walk again, if I weighed as much as him, even with 2 good legs and arms, I would have a hard time getting around, the last thing they should be worried about is some edible marijuana, far worse is the overeating, obesity and cigs, which they ply him with. I think my brother can still have a good life, not  the bar hopping drinking party he had before, but a life he can enjoy, so much of our society is about feeding our faces, that food addiction and overeating are acceptable and normal, we live in an ass backwards bullshit world,  with doctors who pander pills and treat symptoms, but not the cause, Gilbert needs to be a healthy weight, he will be dead soon and it makes my heart ache. I can not help him, I can barley help myself anymore, so sick of the bullshit in life, cant even get a fucken demo permit on a lousy 900 square ft job, they want you to pay some overpriced assholde ARchitect or Engineer 10 times the price I bid the job to draw plans, a fucken racket.  the Last architect, told, me to act like the dog I am. yeah and his half assed plans, missing details, I had to design iit myself. I am pretty sure, I would be working if Trump was elected,  I get lots of emails about money to be loaned, and classes to be taken, but no jobs, I cant afford the gas to take your stupid classes and as for your loans… well I am sure you and the class people are raking in the money from all the free stuff biden is giving you, I just want to work for a living, without having to jump through hoops to build a small remodel.