aye eye captain, so I hope my children have no eyes on taking any of my perceived or justifiable shame in life, I hope they see it for what it is, the act of taking on a generational shame, unless your repeating the same offensive, as in say, the hitler family, whom emigrated to America with their racist ways. Most changed their names, speaking of which, as I am very little russian, 1-3 percent I should change mine, but me too too lazy, and poor.
I really like the Ingram name, so easy to say, and its Western European, which I am mostly genetically speaking, anhd through my paper chase of hereditary. Even though it was illegitimate, as in both my dad and my grandfather, it makes up where I came from, that and my very own Native blood, wich has been with me from day one, never waivered, always present, even when I was delisional enough to think I was considered white, hahah a funny now, as the “tells” like this commona one, “I can see it in YOU” the dirty white boy ahahha eye crack myself up. ok here is me today, the fat showing that I must shed by Sept 17
