being grateful for a mundane boring existence
finding the right spot in my mind. how o lord? they key for me is to be grateful, just to be alive, to breath fresh air, to smell the roses, watch the birds, nothing brings me more pleasure than [...]
The Stoic returns, return of the KIng
what does not kill will make us stronger, or destroy our will to be human. Why are we having recurring feelings of betrayal? why do we fell powerless over our existence? why? I dont know, maybe it is just [...]
line drawn in the sand. rise young skywalker
ball busting aside, freud had thought a domineering mother was to blame, some people claim a women is to blame, but I know its my own damn fault. We have choices in the way we react to aggressive behavior [...]
My dear cousin, Rest in Peace Ray
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eHy5f8CuONU Sad when someone passes this earthly phase of existence, even sadder when you have a connection. My second cousin Raylene, daughter of Bill and Stella (my favorite Auntie) passed away recently. she lived a good life, left [...]
what a Beauty a richard disclaimer, I know my hypocracy knows no bounds
Ok, so I have to clarify my stinking thinking, after further revew, actually just a hunch, or thoughtfulness? empathy, no not that deep So I was flapping my lips about how women wearing makeup and all the flash and [...]
EYE am Rudolph the red nosed human, better check that Ego boy!
yes, it is true rudolph the red nosed reindeer, I feel a Chorus cover coming on. Well the public works festive, this is the world in which I want to thrive, somehow I have to see past the petty [...]
Grasshopper time, not Power ranger time, be like the wind
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K-A4OMfcUA8
Employee Richard, having second thoughts, freedom is not employment
Slaves. unless your at the top, your a slave bot. sell your soul to be employed. i'm dying inside one day at a time. the problem, turning blinders on helps, but I would need to be so blind, that [...]
Imagine THIS
Imagine your are as far away from Earth as your mind can comprehend, really think about this, maybe some black hole, maybe to the heavens, then compare THIS look back at earth from your menal projection, and compare the [...]
that’s the way I like it
U huh that the way I like it, cant think of who sings that I like everyone, just not the backbiting slandering negativity, I know there are those, who will not like my honesty, I will not be molded [...]
sold my soul for rock and roll, slowly dying inside and out
I have this rotten feeling in the pit of my gut, it won't wash away, no matter how much i soak it, feel it, absorb it away. Like a headache that wont go away, only a slow burning flame [...]
undeniable enviable storied lot, Incoherent babble
I survived the first 30 days in the hole, i know it is a lie. A lie that I can survive the long term in this capsule. I know it would be marking my spot in the dirt, unless [...]
Blue Oyster Cults! Santa Biden is coming to town
Well I am convinced the Parties are cults after hearing from Democrats and Republicans. I cant imagine how people are so far out of touch with reality. they forgo families and friends. whatever the party spouts off, is their [...]
Fools gold, Trusting humans
Happy Tuesday mofos :) My Mo is here today, false alarm yesterday, I think she brought sister too. Job going slow, this 9 to 5 shit is for the birds ;) yet I'm intrigued: fascinated: amused all in one [...]
And I saw her face, now I’m a believer
Growth can be a bitch, belly growth, wart growth, ego growth, and personal growth all have one thing in common, they can be a BREOOOTTTCH what the FUck am I doing? I have no fucking in dea, I just [...]
Saturday saturday, I worked a full weak hahaha funny to self
My first week went pretty well, a little rocky, and nothing will ever be perfect. there will always be maligners, and hurdles to get through. It is very interesting. I know that I am an outsider, but that has [...]
Today is a day
Starting new job today at the Salt river reservation, with high hopes, not so much as in money but purpose. A thriving Arizona community that Johnny cash had written about in his song about Ira Hayes, a pima Native, [...]
Hawaii 5.0
Sweet Mary showing some skin in Maui