being grateful for a mundane boring existence
finding the right spot in my mind. how o lord? they key for me is to be grateful, just to be alive, to breath fresh air, to smell the roses, watch the birds, nothing brings me more pleasure than [...]
finding the right spot in my mind. how o lord? they key for me is to be grateful, just to be alive, to breath fresh air, to smell the roses, watch the birds, nothing brings me more pleasure than [...]
what does not kill will make us stronger, or destroy our will to be human. Why are we having recurring feelings of betrayal? why do we fell powerless over our existence? why? I dont know, maybe it is just [...]
ball busting aside, freud had thought a domineering mother was to blame, some people claim a women is to blame, but I know its my own damn fault. We have choices in the way we react to aggressive behavior [...]
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eHy5f8CuONU Sad when someone passes this earthly phase of existence, even sadder when you have a connection. My second cousin Raylene, daughter of Bill and Stella (my favorite Auntie) passed away recently. she lived a good life, left [...]
Ok, so I have to clarify my stinking thinking, after further revew, actually just a hunch, or thoughtfulness? empathy, no not that deep So I was flapping my lips about how women wearing makeup and all the flash and [...]
yes, it is true rudolph the red nosed reindeer, I feel a Chorus cover coming on. Well the public works festive, this is the world in which I want to thrive, somehow I have to see past the petty [...]
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K-A4OMfcUA8
Slaves. unless your at the top, your a slave bot. sell your soul to be employed. i'm dying inside one day at a time. the problem, turning blinders on helps, but I would need to be so blind, that [...]
Imagine your are as far away from Earth as your mind can comprehend, really think about this, maybe some black hole, maybe to the heavens, then compare THIS look back at earth from your menal projection, and compare the [...]
U huh that the way I like it, cant think of who sings that I like everyone, just not the backbiting slandering negativity, I know there are those, who will not like my honesty, I will not be molded [...]
I have this rotten feeling in the pit of my gut, it won't wash away, no matter how much i soak it, feel it, absorb it away. Like a headache that wont go away, only a slow burning flame [...]
I survived the first 30 days in the hole, i know it is a lie. A lie that I can survive the long term in this capsule. I know it would be marking my spot in the dirt, unless [...]
Well I am convinced the Parties are cults after hearing from Democrats and Republicans. I cant imagine how people are so far out of touch with reality. they forgo families and friends. whatever the party spouts off, is their [...]
Happy Tuesday mofos :) My Mo is here today, false alarm yesterday, I think she brought sister too. Job going slow, this 9 to 5 shit is for the birds ;) yet I'm intrigued: fascinated: amused all in one [...]
Growth can be a bitch, belly growth, wart growth, ego growth, and personal growth all have one thing in common, they can be a BREOOOTTTCH what the FUck am I doing? I have no fucking in dea, I just [...]
My first week went pretty well, a little rocky, and nothing will ever be perfect. there will always be maligners, and hurdles to get through. It is very interesting. I know that I am an outsider, but that has [...]
Starting new job today at the Salt river reservation, with high hopes, not so much as in money but purpose. A thriving Arizona community that Johnny cash had written about in his song about Ira Hayes, a pima Native, [...]
Sweet Mary showing some skin in Maui