Our History defines us
I remember sitting in history class thinking, what the hell does all this have to with me a Russian Native? well History is what make us who we are.
twizzle twazzle time for this one to go home
I used to watch this cartoon, it was a turtle who would go from job to job and every time end up in a mess well that is me in a nutshell :/ why do I waste my time [...]
The time is Ripe
Exactly when is the right time? I am stuck in the loop just like anyone else, unfortunately they have made some songs on that premise, my fav someday never comes what does that tell us? well eye likes to [...]
Clarity is clear az mud
all this thinking makes me brain hurt, lol just kidding... We are really living in the twilight zone, or are we? I think we are a Buch of knuckleheads, me included. WE ALL COMPLAIN about something from time to [...]
lost in time and space
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got it up and running, still needs lots of work, but finally started it link to new family tree
what is going on in my world, you ask?
well, I will tell you anyway, I am looking forward to reminiscing and remembering my past and sharing it on this webpage, but I am even more exited to start mapping out our family tree. from the bottom up, [...]
December is cold, well relative speaking…
Every Winter eye struggle with weight gain, do you? this year is no exception, I am doing ok, but I am definitely feeling the effects of the dark and cold winter months, relatively speaking of course, when you go [...]
Covid and the Election, what next
How are they going to get TRump out of there? ahahah well, he is just returning the favor, we had 4 years of russian collusion, impeachment and everything but the kitchen sink, thrown Trumps way. Now they want him [...]
Preceding years, oblivious
Ok, so my first memory of life on this planet started in Hawthorne California, but this was not the actual start, I had a few other experiences, like the 1964 Earthquake, having my hands burned on a stove at [...]
Proud White Native
I had a Native epiphany of sorts, or more correctly a logical conclusion as to why my thinking was WRONG, yes it is me, yet again nobody is harder on me, than me. My thinking was wrong, because my [...]
overthinking is good 4 me
I love to think and overthink, that is who I am, I think therefore I yam hehe The key to overthinking, is to accept things that you can not change, and for me, is Turing that stuff over to [...]
liberation or abandonment?
Ok, so I have been really looking what my life stands for and how I would like things to end up. wanting and getting are 2 very different options, as brother Tollak says, if you have shit in one [...]
my fathers son
Some people, no matter what you do in life, will always find ways to attack your character. I have been attacked my whole life for being my fathers son. your father did this, your father did that. where do [...]
a Day of drinking at CAstaic lake
me and mike decided to hit the lake and got some coolers and filled them with beer and wine coolers, it was hot out. and summer was just getting going, I think, this was after the space shuttle exploded [...]
Sunny Southern
working in sunny California was a breath of fresh air, since living and working in Alaska for so many years, it had been about 7 years since I had lived there, we moved to Washington State when I was [...]
let get this shit show started
Ok, so I have been hinting about the worst year of my life, that I can remember, means nothing, but had to say it anyway. The year was 1986, I had moved to Sunny California, well kinda of moved, [...]
false profit?
This one is a tough one, this little diddy is all about faith and Religion, put myself right out there. I have been claiming that I am a Christian for as long as I can remember, I do not [...]
Eye remember
Remembering the past is a pastime for me, sometimes it will be a relative, and sometimes just a random person that I worked with or went to school with, just to think back and at my mindset in those [...]