Well I kept my promise to myself. I did not vote. I did not believe after the last 4 years that Kameela Harris could win, if she did, well then I had no qualms, it is always about surviving the world in which we live and not the world we want.
So, a few things stand out. how come the backwards Arizona has still not declared a winner. in this day and age of spying on anyone and everyone. how is it they still have not declared a winner for Arizona? answer me that batman.
my condolences for all you democrats and Harrs fans. I just never thought of her as presidential. remember I voted for Obama in his first term. not the second as I was relegated to just another slave in a mexican right to work state. Illegals rule here.
same bullshit different day. I was saying the other day, why dont the start shipping in lawyers doctors politicians from all these other countries. blah blah blah. I do want to say EYE believe in abortion, at least in the first 3 months. after that it seems half ass cruel, and we do prosecute murders of mother and child an a multiple homicide. the Law of the land. yeah trump a silver spoon white privilege’s, racist, most likely, but I see everyone as racist. I have seen it my whole life with me own eyeballs. sure if you are rich or well off you can afford to say whatever you want. your not racist or an equality based thinker. but your privileged for whatever reason. you lie, we are human. maybe we can avoid world war 3. just saw four fighter jets fly over my cit, wow cool beans.
well I have not written in a while. My sister in Law just passed away she was 79 years old living in Washington state in long beach. she always reminded me of my mother, although she had no childen, she seemed very maternal to me. she was always nice, kind and very honest. she will be missed.
work is good, at least I have a job, a small garage build. I had my cousin come down from kodiak to help out, but mostly wanted to see him after all these years. I have to admit is was a little rough having someone in the house. would have been better to rent him a hotel. we get used to our lives. it was good to see him. he has the kodiak in him.
I gained a few pounds. not eating bad, just too much :/ I still feel good, just not as good. my car is still being fussy just replaced the gas leak detection pump, hopefully that does it. I will need to replace the pads and rotars soon too. It has gotten a beating, it has been keyed. banged up and my logo has been taken off. dents after parking. I feel like somoene does not like my driving a bmw.
well it is almost paid off. I like it but pain always fixing, seems to have trouble after every visit to the salt river health center. maybe I should go to the phoenix indian center. just like the white people of arizona dont like the indians. the Indians do not like white people and I look more white than Native. so is the dilemma. I have become soured on Arizona. the people mostly, not the landscape or the weather, well the heat is going to kill me if I dont watch out. I can only keep getting back up until I can no longer get up. Maybe this Trump presidency is too late for me, but I must try. I think the Native welfare checks will stop. they are not much help anyway. the Native corporations are useless unless you want to make beads. you have far more rights as a white, mexican, black or asian american, at least they nto under the delusions of shareholder. I can not get this picture out of my head. the Natives have been under the Corporation model for over 30 years, originals shareholder are dying off. The clear fact is that the Untied states and Alaska have created a welfare people, like a communist. few leaders reaping all the benefits. I bet most of these leaders are communist. hahahhaha how is that for vitriol? the truth is we can not blame them, just because they went to college. that does not mean they are enlightened, educated under a system that seeks to suppress Alaska Natives as a dependant people under the guise of democracy. really i had no intent of writing this dribble, it just flows our like puke after drinking too much the night before. why o why do I even care. I have no intention of ever becoming one of the few directors out of thousands of native descendants. the truth my family is being bred out. like many families in Kodiak and the coastal regions. we have been bred to think we are white, to be as white as we can. Truth is most Native leaders are white as Snow, not only in their alliance with white governments and business their loyalty is last when it comes to Alaska Natives. big shot carpet baggers. maybe some token native jobs as janitors laborers, but the high paying jobs go the whitey. :) I know I am white, but not white enough. they hire the pure whites for the good jobs. were just unclean native blood. under the thumb of the government. there will never be any true sovereignty in Alaska. they gave the rights to every tom dick and harry, who can buy a plane ticket to Alaska. I see no attempt by the state of federal to create any Native communities that are not welfare republics. the richest Nation on earth. the white traitors or board of directors are presumed by this pawn to be either Ignorant or complicit. Kodiak, my area of ANSCA has not changed in 30 years. The fishing community has been decimated by the State of Alaska. the jobs are being shipped in my minorities willing to work for dirt pay. there is NO community. land is still being auctioned off for dirt cheap. the Native corporations only care about beads and feathers. your better off getting a job if your from kentucky mexico guam the philippines.
