Man, I have been running amok lately, lost in space, Tim died, donna moody dead, and Sigrid. my own demise is imminent, at least within 30 years I would think, not that I think about it too much, maybe every time I have a sore throat or my head feels funny. hahah funny no just weeerdOish I just feel fucked lately. like everything I touch turns to shit, yet I know I have to keep plugging ahead. I could have low balled a job by now, but tired of working for scraps. these people are in 800k houses, wanting it done for mobile home prices, wtf, that is just greedy. anyway I got a small project to do, keep me [...]
What exactly is ego? is it good, I dont know, I do know, it helps keep me going, I know it is awful, but I look at other people, and say, how do you go on? I was blessed with many things in this life and given many chances. I could honestly say I could have died many times in the past, it only takes one slip, One slight variance in the space time continuum. My Sunshine was in town 🙂 it was nice to know she was having fun, I did not get to see here, coffee would have been nice, but just knowing she was having a good time in our desert State is good enough, she took [...]
Well I had a dream with my dad in it last week, it also had Tim in the dream, which was weird, dont remember it was kinda choppy, but last night I was sleeping hard, you know drooling hard and was dreaming my ass off, anyway, Wayne King and Tim were in this dream, it was spotty too, but I was wanting to go hunting with them, and I remember I was worried because I did not have shoes and did not know if they wanted me to go along, but Tim asked Wayne and he was saying, but he doesn't have shoes, I woke up shortly after.
Happy sunday! well the water heater blew a joint,one that I had connected, I dont know why but I could not get it back on, had to put on a loop. anyway all is good in water heater land. I am on the verge of a deal with a window company to install their products, but its going to cost me insurance that I need anyway. I am fat today, as I over ate yesterday, I feel guilty, hopefully guilty enough not to do it again. I should workout, but I dont feel like it.