I just love the music of johnny Cash, to me its not so music its the story he tells, and the way he tells them. what a gifted human. so my computer is on its way back here after exploding or total failire, not sure if it was hard drive or cpu, not sure if they will even tell me. did not last long, still has anothere year on warranty. my car is leaking gas, I have been driving it like a nimskil, but realy thougt is was just a vapor leak, but it actually dripping on the ground. o fuck me lordy o lordy, wish I was still forty with what I know now. time is running out grasshopper. ok i need to do a whole reset. my life has become out of hand. it just seems like i have a guardian angel and an evil twin angel. snap. I may need snap benifits. hahah never surrendur. you know I was watching Winston Churchill on Netflix, I think We all should create a tomb or shrine to this man. you think the white entitlments are bad now? just think if Adolph had his way, he may have just gotten rid of all the brown yellow and red people. hahhah funny how we all have colors. I guess Im a light pink. pink a dink. so you take 75% white mix in 25% red you get pink. so is that my favorite color. pink is my new obsession, steven tyler what a good song. NO way jose, so I say Winston Churchill is one of the greatest humans of our time. So my car has been leaking gas, and its coming out near the muffler. that would be a horrible way to go. they sold me the wrong brake rotor, thats what I get for trying to go cheap. it is a never ending cycle fix this fix that. might have a gig to do in phoenix in a galaxy far far away. need my car to do the driving, o trucko cost a fortune to drive. i need to tear it down and get it up to snuff. someday never comes….. getting over my Nome remorse, it was such a magical place. well not so for the inhabitants… no I think that the summer are fabulous. I wonder if they will let me move into the senior housing :/ get a skiff and fish and hunt the musk ox. I heard they dont taste very good, too many scent glands? IDK and I never will. I just could not belive how much the gold is still being mined placered and is a major part of NOme still. I think the people have a good community. I was just another white infidel (infantile) to them. I think they are like zoo animals to people who come there to work or as tourist. they are a people, most poor as jones turkey, not sure how that goes. Im getting fat dumb and happy again. so life goes on long after the thrill of living is gone. I wrote to or native corp asking to be on the board, just got ignored. I have some idea to try and make money for everyone or at least create jobs for shareholder. that should be the misson statement of these Native Corporations, that and being able to live a subsistence lifestyle, being stolen by anyone and everyone who decides to get a permanent fund, mostly poor ass people, who rape the resources, and the rich corporation who rape it for other reasons. bye bye bye ms american pie, took my chevy to levy and the levy was dry, this could be the day that I die. see life is just an endless string of songs for me.
