yes in the same way he mocks his own faith, that is ok, like me when i was young dumb and full of cum.  wow that is an awful saying that was passed around back in my heyday. wow they have fauci on tv getting grilled about covid. he was guilty of all the bullshit, I hated wearing those fucking masks, we went to maui and had to show our vacinations and wear mask until we were seated then were free to spread covid from our table :/

yeah I know people suck, I just dont see myself every treating people the way I am treated by others. when I see a one eyed cat or dog I feel sad, I dont kick the poor fucker. I have always had to do more to get ahead in life since getting my eye popped like a grape. more more more. I have accepted that it is the way of the people. I see these people who feel they must deride or otherwise villanize my ownself just as I look at the one eyed puppy, they are crippled by thier own foundation. mental cripples. the little people, too bad they often are given power over other people. poor leadership is as common as a 8d nail in sheathing. it is what it is.. to not accept the world as it is is also nonsense, to expect other people to act in your version of justice is just plain silly, you silly rabbit. this is not what this tale is about, how are younger people going to get ahead in this new inflated world of Covid. HOW an old indian stereotype of an American Indian saing hi. houses have gone way up, wages have stagnated, now if you already have a home, your ok, if you want  to buy one as an apprentice with a child, well your fucked, so fuck the world fuck the Eskimo. how was that?  hey I plan on getting a new tattoo, WE THE PEOPLE, then go around with no shirt in the 100+ degree weather and sing my song, my song is that of survive to thrive baby. I am so happy I can grin ear to ear still im happy and i know it, clap my hands. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.   i have to go see my son Richard, his songs have become part of my soul. he sings none can sing my song, song,  half breed, im going to drive this car till the wheels fall off, that is what im going to do with this body. man when I am held back like this project, which I am grateful, it makes me want to build the world, nothing I can not build. nothing I can not do on my own. i need no petty leaders to make my way ahead, I need no native entities to help me along, its off foddder, a joke of sorts. the path is blocked. I know this. I make my own way. I will laugh all the way to the grave,never a permanent slave. this whole fauci thing, wow what a fuck show it was.  Im in love and I feel fine.  love love me do.  he happy, or be sad, it is your choice. do you build people up, or do you like them to feel like you do?  bring them down to your level. eye to eye.  so I wish i did better, man I learned some leassons. I do every job every experience.  you know what I think of is Nature, it is natural to suffer, like the Eagles waiting out the rain to be able to soar above the sheepish humans. or the squilr in the forrest who shows that he has some food to eat, it happened 3 times in different places in the great forrrest between downtown Sitka and the brewery, such a wonderful thing, not all these creatures must endure Nature, our nature is mostly man made, premade occurances. fauci sounds guilty. Covid was a huge change in my confidence in goverment, idiots. i have no plans for the future yet, my own plan is to finish this job out to the best of my ablity, i could do this drywall patch much better if I had to do it again, somtimes my brain quits working, oh it is torture, but the more you do something, the easier it gets. they say forget your past, but my past gives me strength wheter is is an all star baseball player, football team captain, wrestler, or just scrapper. I can play painter, taper, or bumbling boob with the best of them, I have always been an actor. play the part.  what else can you do tarzan of the apes.  I can not tell a lie, wich is a lie. ok one hour until I turn into a pumpkin again. So what is one to trust, the goverment? your parents? the church? schools? there is nowhere to turn. the people who help, hepl thier own family, not you dummy, your on your own. here is my take:  you have to lean to find studies, and not just any study it has to be a complete study, the problem is that even studies have to be funded, which makes them suspect by the funding agency.  be aware. so if you have colon cancer, and you keep eating the same food, fried breaded products, you must know your killing yourself. food is fuel, not intended to be pleasure, that is  a false drug. you belly sticks out because you are addicted to bad food. you are miserble because of what you eat,  you are what you eat