when someone tells me a lie, the whole relationship is based on lies. when they lie the connection dies. :) hey maybe that should be a poem ;/
its a tell. they dont like you. easy peasy, even little white lies. not that they will ever like you. I have said this over and over. Alaska Natives are second class to all other people in Alaska Alaka is one big concentration camp. the going rule is that if you want to succeed you need to renouse your native roots. This is what I belive. I will never surrendur. keep your hands to yourself and dont give me no lies. seeing this makes my blood boil, it brings me back to a time when chistianity would kill people who would not accept the christian religion. it is just a different variation. I have not been to a town in Alaska that tells me anything different. you will be treated different being a Native from the time you start school to your first job, that pays any amount of money. the churches used unscrupulous people to do there dirty work back in the days of ealy alaska purchase. I belive this is intentional, the reasoning being that when you take something from someone that you know is wrong, land, culture, or respect, you excpect retailiation. im a fighter and I have no respect for people who clearly show this. now there are many good people in Alaska. rise I am still grateful for this dream job, except all the queering going on. surrounded by queers who are fagging on me. fat smelly grotesk hahahha cant spell. I want to be nice, but also want to throat punch them. I dont like using the worst word in the english language, but they bring it out in me. sorry nice black folks. it has nothing except history to do with you, when it comes off my pen or mouth. two of these fat fucks queering on me. I am at peace with my own demons, but this is hell fire. where have all the good people gone. makes me want to declare jesus day everyday. now I know why church is so needed.
I belive this is an attempt to run me off, planned to make me quit the job I love, working on the coast guard base, seems like im making a difference. maybe these two are not even gay, just pretending? does that happen, but it is ruiniing the job.
