ok, I told you not to read this stuff. IDK i dont think, just spit it out. dont be offended I love all of you that are dastardly enough to read my little blog. sometimes you feel like  a nut, some times you dont.  it is my system of venting, if I was a smart person and not just smart ass, I would keep those to myself. yesterday i was drywall mudding a ceiling, and the mud fell right into my prosthetic. I was good, but woke up with a hard on. and started writing. I been sleeping with the lights on, tv on, no problemo. I got mud in my hair today. it is harder with the wrong tools. im just a novice and this has some cut edges. wearing me out. sorry for any remarks written. forgive my negligance and quit reading this garbage.