jinx fooled you lol goodbye yesterday hello today
I feel like a number. hey i bet if i was as stupid as they treat me, I would qualify for thier hen picked jobs!! hahahhahhahahahhahaha me love the pussy.
me love the pretty faces. me me me. I realized everything in my world is a reflection of me. I see someone ugly and I feel just alittle bit better about my own self, I feel sorry for fat people, because I know how I felt, I actually went around and my files and delete any picture that makes me look like a cyclops or fat human. yes it is true my vanity drives me forward, like a driving rain in a california winter. I see thing for what they are now. me flawed like a rotten bannana, unless you making bananna breads. this silly type of writing amuses my own self. so I been going to the Alaska State fair, I see lots of people from Anchorage, I can tell because they all try to act like they in a bubble and nobody else exists. I see it all over, that is why wasilla has grown on me, even if its just an eye dart. a contact of vison, anything, I tried walking around like everyone was invisible, but I am weak, and trust no one. I size up everybody. fuckable beatable what is thier story? yeah I am judge jury and executioner. I judge people by thier body type, thier facial expresions, the way they walk. nightmare I am :) I have a dislike amlost imediatly for some people, they are the mad angry people, walking around with a permanent sneer of thier faces. I love to see people with a happy or at least neutral dispostion about them, they are a minority in this electronic age of the personal computer phones. yeah back to the fair, so fun to dance, how i love to just get down and boogey, ooogy wooogy boogey. lol so many pretty woman so many, its an eye candy extravaganza. I make sure not to stare, or creep, I get that and the old adage, dont do anything you wouldnt like, now I have a slight problem with that, I love to be creeped by women, LOVE LOVE LOVE IT, but not from me sex, creepy icky icky, Im not against thier choice, just not me, no not me. I do belive in the fruedian theory, as I see it, but it ois not an end all, I also belive that some people are actually attracted to thier own sex, but with caveats of seeing what thier background is, both genetic and the nurture concept. for me, never see my own sex as attracting O contrair, more of as competiion, or can I knock them our or have to kill them with my bruce lee move, or run or forest run move. just kidding not really, run before kill, always best answer. run for the money two for the show three to get ready go cat go. so I kinda bored today, ready to go back to desert. regroup, replan, get another 6 month plan going. wasted days and wasted nights. I am not driven enough to deal with paper and people for awhile maybe longer if I can. best to do people on a fun non monetary nothing to win or lose scenario. I really love my solitary existence, but still feel a need for non complex interactions. OH OH my body feeling fine. wearing 30×32 jeans, they dont fall down, for awhile, although 31×32 feel better fit, they start to fall down after wearing for awhile. I dont like to wear belts…. mostly since they make you take it off for flying. the forces of evil still hover above like a vulture on road kill, yet the light of the shining future is also always on the horizon, I want another steak… I just crave a nice steak everyday, I think my deal with the birds, maybe I need to quit eating chicken :/ mabye even pork to honor the jews, as they were the first of the start of chritianity, did jesus ever disavown jewisms? I must know the answer, but alas it will take some more classes or searches. lets see fella…”
No, Jesus never disavowed or rejected the Jewish religion. He lived and died a devout Jew, and his teachings operated entirely within first-century Judaism as a form of internal renewal.
The Friends of Israel Gospel Ministry +2″
